He is very tall.


^____^


In a powdered wig... during one of his 3 encores.


Again.

These were taken with B's cell phone so yes, they are not great pix.
At least I got some tho. <3

There are a few more, go to my myspace to see all the ones that were worth posting.

Yesterday me and B went to see Patrick Wolf in Chicago. It was really fucking amazing and prolly the best live show I have ever been too.

We did not get to meet P.W. T______T

BUT! We saw a guy get searched by the Chicago metro. >__<
*scary*

And I got a parking ticket!! Har har har...

I took some rather, horrible, pix with my cell phone. Niko and Louis had a better cam so hopes to steal some of their pix. ^__^

I will post what is worth posting in my pix.

!!<3Me

PS: My master cylinder on my car went out again! OMFGLIEKYAR!!!!!11 >:[

Thingz are really looking up for me right now.


I get my money from my car, paid from work, and my fixed car on Friday!!!!!11 one!!
Me and B are going to get some new shoes, new clothes, and SUSHI!!!

^_^


I'm so happy.

I'm going to be able to pay bills, eat, shop, and save money with everything!!
*squee*

Oh and last night me and B were taking cute pix together and this was one we got:


I love this boi so much, he is my everything. <3

Look at all the free time I have. >_>



Or it could just be musings of a persistent 2 year old that I date.

And somehow I have been con'ed into making a hookah even tho I didn't want one. He pouts. POUTS!! And I cannot resists his stupid sad face, with its stupid sad grin.... -_- ...


Oui oui, I do love him eh.

Take everything in your hands.
Ready...

Throw it away.

I would like to take the time to stop and slap myself in the face [repeatedly] for being a fucktard.

First matter at hand, I'm alright.
Moving on...

I have taken the time to talk to someone outside of my current bubble. A friend whom I havn't talked to in awhile but who always had their mind on the right track.
Thank you.
I was able to empty most of the burdening thoughts that had been sneaking up on me when I least expect it to give me guilt trips and bring me to falsified thoughts. Needless to say, the truth is always staring you in the face you just have to learn how to take it in.

Slow is what I fancy.

Also, I have been putting it off. There needs to be a talk tho. I don't need to say much more here but, its not fair to drag it out just because I am not sure. Unfortunately, I am not a very stable minded person, and this just isn't working.
I am starting to get annoyed.

Well...

I have said all that need to be said. Most wont really understand this post, but no one probably really takes the time to read this anyways. Its for my own wellbeing.

Goodnight all.
Tomorrow is different.

1) Are you single, taken or have a crush?
2 out of 3

2) Are you happy with where you are?
No

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
I don't know what the right person feels like anymore.

4) have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

5) How long was your last relationship?
2 years... plus a year of flirting?

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Depends.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
Many times.

8) How many kids do you want?
Undecided if I want children.

9) How many people have told you they love you?
5 or 6?

10) How many of them did you love back?
1

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you?
Write it on a post-it note.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
Yeah.

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
Prolly.

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yes.

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
Only if they want to be changed.

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes, sort of.

18) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't?
Once or twice.

19) Would you ever consider getting married in high school?
No.

20) Would you marry any of your Ex's if they ask?
Depends.

21) Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Depends.

I have never felt this before. I lived without it for a long time.
I always believed you should never let it enter your life.

But here I am.

Sitting alone, feeling terribly lonely.

And thinking about how I now live with regret....

Some days it feels like I shouldn't even get out of bed. And maybe if I roll over and pull my head back under the covers, the world will go away and leave me to my own thoughts for just a few more moments. So then I can stop and really think about how much I don't like myself.
Because in the end, when I open my eyes and step out of bed to go start my day... Its just the routine keeping my body busy while the rest of my common sense catches up from its day dream for the ride.

Yeah.

Just a ride down a street with no lights on, going no where.

I stink.

So, yeah. Something good happened.

Things are stable.

Thats about all I have to say.
I just hope things get better.

I need someone in my life to make me happy.



I wasn't good enough for the last person. Oh well.
That's life.


Nite.